Its like a body bag...

I stayed in and practiced graff all night did about 8 pieces new styles too

practice did me some good'

The only things I do now is wake up at noon smoke weed, then wait for night fall go out and paint and just listen to the silence of night as my shoes can be heard in each step and the spray paint flows freely.

Havn't updated in months.

Nothings new.

Except for right now i'm on pills and slightly drunk, Listening to the cure.

I often waste brain cells and time on things like these.

Things I could rarely comprehend but slowly grew towards.

I don't get out much these days, I havn't been to a "show" in months.

I think i'm done with hardcore.

I only jam the old bands that I grew up listening to like Black Flag.

I am nothing but a horrible memory to most people I used to be "friends" with.

People are back stabbers.

Sitting alone with my mp3 player going full blast is when I realize all this shit.

The band will not be reuniting.

Atleast not with me.

Anything else? Just ask.

No one seems to bother.

I hate most people I knew or know

I go to Houston alot.

This Weekend looks like its going to be going down in Houston.

Can anyone say NUMBERS with drinks?

most people give me the lolz.

I applied for alot of jobs recently.

I doubt any of them will call back.

I always get ripped off.

The last 3 jobs I had still owe me money.

I always find the "sketchy ass jobs" and I hate it.

I just want a regular 8 to 5.

I can't even get that.

This is turning into rambling.

Its probably to long.

No one is probably reading this anymore.

Yet I continue.

The other night I went out at about 2.am to spray paint.

Someone saw me.

I think they got a good look at me

So now I lay low, since it was close to my house

I keep refusing to change.

Don't know why i'm still typing.

Recently, my injured arm has been hurting imensly.

Wakes me up at night.

I have recently become an insomniac.

I have recently lost a noticeable amount of weight.

I stopped shaving weeks ago.

I look like that man your mom would point to and warn you about growing up.

I am that man your mom would point to and warn you about.

I wouldn't have it any other way.

I guess this will be my last update for awhile.

I know this will be my last update for awhile.

And

Now I fade...

Away.

So I went to the gym with Sergio and Cristina Last night.

I squated 390 pounds easy.
curled about 130 with no major problem.

Thats All i can really remember

I worked out my chest and shoulders alot cause i still have alot of shoulders but I want to keep up with em and improve em and I need a better chest. I also worked the fuck out of my hamstrings and my back I want a pretty rugged back. I think once I get used to working out on Tuesday and Thursdays i'm gonna run on Mondays,Wednesday and Fridays. I pretty much don't drink soda anymore i've had like 3 this whole week and now I don't care for em anymore. I've been drinking shitloads of water and seems like my kidneys are pleased. I'm Glad I have begun to work out it feels good to be improving myself. Also cause i'm one strong son of a bitch ahaha. Then again I should be after all i'm a mammoth of a dude. Seriously i'm gonna get in mad good shape. Then I'll be "First Fit F.L.K" hahahaha.



P.S

I'm not gonna try to max out for a while its a mind over matter thing I Have

P.P.S

Anyone know any good music to work out too?

Life Is Good.

Man Livin' at home is such a drag, and your mom threw away your best porno mag...

xjudgexdreddx: DUDE! Did I tell you that Burger King is getting sued by Slipknot?
MannyUnstoppable: WTF
MannyUnstoppable: why?
MannyUnstoppable: cause of chicken fries band?
MannyUnstoppable: hahahhaa
xjudgexdreddx: yeah
xjudgexdreddx: they said it's too much of a resemblance
MannyUnstoppable: hahaha
MannyUnstoppable: well what does that means
MannyUnstoppable: Slipknot finally admitted to being fucking hilarious
MannyUnstoppable: PWNED!
xjudgexdreddx: yeah
xjudgexdreddx: hahahh

AFTER A LONG PERIOD OF DOWN TIME!

A BETTER WAY is BACK

everyone should go and promote it.


AUGUST 9TH @ FUNTOWN $4

STEP ON IT! (ST. LOUIS)
84 (WASHINGTON)
BROKEN GROUNDS (CORPUS CHRISTI)
BATS AND KNIVES (DALLAS)
A BETTER WAY (SAN ANTONIO)

Fuck being nice.

People are dicks, No more mister nice guy.

If you talk shit or piss me off, i'm going to punch you in the fucking mouth

Nick V. knows whats up he remembers that Manny

P.S

If I love you we don't have a problem.

i'm pondering vegitarianism again,except this time I wanna do it right so I can stay healthy and not get sick again.

Maybe Veganism later down the road.

Dude our New ABW Material OWNS!

I wrote a HARD ASS INTRO everyones gonna suck me off for it now :)

I'm in SA for the weekend anyone wanna tear shit up with me?

Well being home sick is sucking and i know its gonna get worst.

THE END!

who wants to hang out this weekend when i'm in San Antonio again?


P.S

I got the Down To Nothing/Kids Like Us on vinyl

and i got the 80s are dead on vinyl too.

So i'm getting a much needed change of pace.

This week imma start working in Austin and i'm gonna be working a few days in Brownsville too. So for atleast the next couple of months imma be working in Austin and I got a raise in pay.


P.S

I WILL be moving to Austin but I will most likely spend all my weekends here in SA

Best Website EVER!

www.recordnerd.com

soooo much shit I want

Vinyl will be the end of me

I think imma start gauging my ears again if ya want to help buy me guages or get me money for my birthday!


that is all

Work in 4 hours. I'm still wide awake.another night I won't sleep.Since Monday i've slept like 3 Nights and the other nights i've gone completly without sleep. This week has been a blur.Fuck i'm soooo fucked up I can't remember what I did today.I do remember this, I went to the porn store with Julie or Julia (don't remember her name) or some shit and they were playing UnderOath.Hahaha my bro just told me her name is Laura not Julie or Julia hahaha.Shes into me but i'm not feeling it.Its 4 am I got no sleep.Work @ 8am :( I wish I had a girlfriend.I'd be the greatest boy friend ever.Gah i hate not sleeping for days.I try to write songs but they don't make sense.at the same time I make perfect sense.This song reminds me of my first girl friend so much.If i had another chance i'd marry her.But I can't shes gone forever."If everything could ever feel this real forever,If anything could ever be this good again"that line is so appropiate.I think about her alot.Like when Sit alone staring at shit I wonder what we would be doing or how we'd be if that shit had never happened. I'm a hopeless romantic. Its one of the little know facts about me. This entry however sloppy written makes me happy it puts out alot of shit i couldn't even think of or talk about before. I love my friends and family I don't say that enough so if your a friend just know that I love you. Many of you know I fell for a girl hard recently only to have her totally break my heart and not give a fuck about me or her actions or even explaining anything to me until way after the fact even thou i deserved an explanation and when i got it ya'll know it wasnt pretty it was ugly. You also know how it broke me down terribly, well its all good i'm rising back up. If by writing this entry and stating all i have stated makes me a sell out or a puss FUCK IT. If by reading this you got to know me better or you got a better understanding of me GOOD. Seems like this is the only place i can get shit out. My shell is breaking down thou i'm starting to get better at being open and most of all Trusting people again. I just hope no one violates that trust anymore and that no one does something to me that makes me close up again. My future is starting to look promising. I'm about to embark on an entrapenuerial (spelling) journey by opening a business. Seems like financially i'm getting close to where I wanna be in life, but personal life wise i'm so far from where I wanna be. I turn 20 in about a month. I've done alot and acomplished alot more than I would have thought by now. This post is getting long and most of you aren't reading it.Those of you who are thanks.Mostly this entry is just for me i need to get shit out this isn't a READ ME READ ME READ ME post or nothing its just for me. But then again isn't that what having a journals all about,self Discovery and growth. I need to plan a trip or some shit, so once I plan out the opening of the business and settle that shit down and get adjusted me and my boy Nick V. wanna take a trip to maybe corpus. We just need a place to crash we got exspenses and gas shit covered. I've grown really close to Nick in the past month or so hes real, hes good people, too bad he gets fucked over by people and life. My boy Joel is also a REAL AS FUCK MOTHERFUCKER. Your an awesome kid yo, youve taught me alot of cool shit over the span of our relationship and i appreciate it and you and our friendship. I love ya bro. Your damn good people ALWAYS remember that if people don't give you a chance FUCK 'EM their loss and i truly mean that. Fuck i just noticed how much i've written and how its been an hour. FUCK this started as a shitty post and just took on a life of its own. Suddenly it feels as if lifes gonna be okay after all.

Said it once, I'll say it again...


Its all about me working security for the Casey Jones Kids Like Us show.

If anyone fucks but they get beat then thrown the fuck out :)

the age of DICK is upon us cause imma be a huge one :) (not if your a friend)

Okay so we just got Confirmation for 2 shows this week.

First we play Wednesday at Andy's House

with Ten33(Blood and Ink Records)

Second We Play SNaps Skate PArk

with LIONS OF JUDAH (CROOSH AS FUCK)